This blog is about me and how I deal with the days while my boyfriend is away with the Navy. If you don't have something nice to say please go away. I have enough to deal with as it is, I don't need anyone bullying me. I hope you follow me and feel for me as I journey forth. Thanks <3

!!!GREAT DAY!!!!

WHAT HAPPENED TODAY?! I’LL F%#*&@(! TELL YOU WHAT HAPPENED TODAY!!!

I woke up to the sound of his voice!!!! Whose?! The love of my life that’s who!!! He called an hour earlier than I expected but it was F%(#*$&^ FANTASTIC!!!!! I miss waking up to him! BUT I WON;T HAVE TO ANYMORE BECAUSE GUESS WHAT NEWS HE GAVE ME!!!! YOU’RE F&^%*#*&! RIGHT HE’S COMING BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHH!! Thursday couldn’t come sooner!!!! WHOO WHOO!!!!!! So we talked for 35 minutes and it was a GREAT 35 minutes.

Jon you asked me to do something before you hung up and you are damn right I did it!! Anything for you love. Also, your green marker is with the other markers now so good luck knowing which one is which! Muahaha!!!!

Soooo after I got off the phone with Jon, I talked with his mother and then I talked with my friend Sarah over Facebook :) I had fun and then I started applying for a job at Convergys before I realized AH my admissions interview for Stevens-Henager College is at 3, and it was 2 o’clock! So I got ready, I went to Subway, had myself a nice meal and then went to my interview.

I spent an hour reading about loans!!! D: AGH!!! AAAAAnd of course I had 50 million papers to sign again! But it was all worth it. After I had finished signing so many papers my admissions recruiter, Ryleigh (who is a so flipping great!!!!), took me in to see the dean of admissions! D: AGH! Nerve wrecking!!!! She introduced me as her favorite person to have ever applied, said I was so sweet and motivated and how she just loved me. She made me feel so great. And when Alyssa, my financial aid planner (also super great), chimed in on how I am super on top of things I felt smart. She praised me and was surprised to know I did my FAFSA all by myself. Has anyone else done that by themself? Because it’s simple but confusing at the same time, but I did manage to do it correctly and by myself which seemed to surprise many people. :3 hmm. :) 

So I talked with the dean and he said he could see I am great and motivated! Going on to say he can see me doing great things and I am an excellent candidate! ACCEPTED!!!!!! BIG STAMP ON MY ADMISSIONS PAPER!!!!! WHOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I ALMOST CRIED HAHA!!! Ryleigh congratulated me and that’s when I almost cried hahaha :D. The dean introduced me to some of the staff and they were all happy and congratulating me it was AWESOME!!!! XD!!!! I felt so right! So welcome and happy!!! I’m back where I belong now!!! In school making my way toward becoming an OB/GYN!!! And if all fails I want to be a sex therapist :3 or a math teacher! or a health teacher :)

AFTER THAT!!!! I WENT HOME AND PLAYED CANDY CRUSH. Haha not as exciting but hey I just got accepted into college and I was super happy!!!! Not that anyone else was super excited for me. Happy but not as excited as I was haha. I passed 9 levels before I lost all my lives and then I stopped because……

……I BOUGHT MY MOTHER AND I TICKETS TO SEE 311!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHICH WAS TODAY AND AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Cyprus Hill, and G-Love & Special Sauce were there too!!!

I was kind of worn out but as soon as 311 came out, oh my god!!! Best day since my lover and left!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Most fun I have had since my lover was sent off!! Though if Jon had come home today, PFFT I would be racing and breaking laws to go see him!

DIDN’T I HAVE A GREAT DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!

I GOT HOME AND SHOWERED. WHILE MY VOICE IS SLOWLY RETURNING I’M SLOWLY GETTING SLEEPY. BUT I’M JUST STILL SO EXCITED ABOUT JON COMING HOME, MY ACCEPTANCE AND THE CONCERT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 AGHADSFJAPOWIRVN;ALSDKCNA;ORHQGO I JOXFJQOICWEFPMIQXEOHQCFPNOIXJMOIDJLSKJD CFJ OWIEFNCPQOJEDX

I HAD A GREAT DAY!!!!!!!!

Notes
2
Posted
1 year ago

I Hope to See you Sooner than Soon

I got to hear his voice today <3 Not for long… It made Jon really sad because he was allowed an hour and I only got a few minutes because of work… :( I’m Sorry Jon. I’m really really sorry :’( When I asked him to call me back and leave me voicemail and he said no because “i’m tired of talking to myself” it took a lot out of me to not cry. I was so sad… I thought he would do it because I asked nicely… But he refused and that hurt me. It hurt me that I hurt him since I couldn’t talk to him… Jon I’m sorry :’( …..

When I got 3 of his letters today, I cried. Whenever he said he loved me, I cried :( I made him sad today and I couldn’t make him happy :( I feel so sucky :( :( :( I tried very hard not to cry at work today :( I teared a bit. :(

Anyway… One of his letters made me cry because he had a bad dream and he wasn’t feeling well… :( Another dream he was ok and he was reading stars wars, that cutey… <3 The last letter I read, he responded to most of my other letters and was sad he didn’t get to call me. I couldn’t help but cry. I just miss him so much. That man means so much to me <3

I was happy to talk to him as much as I could, but I understand why he was upset…

I told him about my nightly activities and he told me what days he WASN’T coming home.

I’m tired… I’m going to go to sleep…

I love you jon… I’m sorry.

I hope I see you home soon <3

I love you

Notes
1
Posted
1 year ago

Writing My Last Letter

My love is coming home so soon that I have offically written him his last letter! <3 I am SOOOOO excited that he is coming home!!!! I do wish that things had turned out better for him and I am sorry they didn’t, but it’s what life is throwing at him and we will make deal with it!

I’m so happy he is coming home!!!! Next major moments in my life that need to happen next and soon: finish college and GET MARRIED XD!!!!!!!!!!! yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

♪he’s coming home, he’s coming home, hes coming home♪

AHH Can’t wait to hear from him again!!! XD EEEK!!!

Agh, I should go to bed before I get restless. >.< Early shift at work tomorrow!!

Notes
1
Posted
1 year ago

AHHH YAY

HE’S COMING HOME HE’S COMING HOME HE’S COMING HOME SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Notes
1
Posted
1 year ago

!!!!!!!WHOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!

♪ I got a phooone call! I got a phooone call! I got a phooone call!!!!!! ♪

It was yesterday while I was driving, of course. When doesn’t he call me when I’m driving?

Jon you can’t blame me since it’s your bad timing. BUT no time is a bad time for you to call me :3 Call me while I’m asleep, I’ll wake up for you!

Anyway, the usual time he is supposed to call is at 10 and gets about1 hour or 45 minutes. So when I got up at 9 yesterday, I started getting busy, but I pushed everything off for a while. I didn’t want to do anything from 10-11. When I got no call, I was sad, but I knew there was a reason so I wasn’t too upset.

So I did everything I had to do for the day, all the while I was being paranoid whenever my phone made any indication of a noise. Game notification.. JON?! text message… JON?! phone ringing? JON?! NOPE just my cousin… damn you call some other time I’m busy!!! (Not really)

So around 5 my brothers ask me to take them to a friends house and I told them to wait, because I was at my aunts. I decided I was going to sleep over so I went home to pick up some things and I took my little brother to his girlfriend’s house. Just as I was turning on to the highway, my music stops playing from my phone and I took. PHONE CALL. AREA CODE FROM ILLINOIS! AHHHH JON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I answer and my little brother just stares at me haha. 

me: “Love?”

Jon: “Liz?”

"LOVE!!!!!"

"Hi, Love!"

"Ah… Guess what love?"

"What?"

"I’m driving :3"

"Guess what?"

"What?" *thinking he’s gonna tell me to pull over*

"I’m coming home"

AHH YAY!! A;DLKAJFOIAENZ;CZOIHCOAWN;ALCNCZXVOAIFVNIJ ADJNVONSNZX,MAOSDJF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The funny thing is we still don’t know when -.-.

He told me he didn’t call because he went to legal today (if any of you know what that is). And when people miss their designated phone call times they might be able to call later, but they only have 15 minutes. And he almost didn’t get to make it. BUT HE DID!!! It was a great 16 minutes that I got!!!!

So short, but still so long! Oh I missed him..

Anyway, he told me not to let anyone know he was coming home, but he doesn’t even know when he’s coming home. He told me he wouldn’t know until the night before, maybe the day before. I can’t wait!!!!!!!!!!!

But I can! :) For you love<3

Notes
1
Posted
1 year ago

More letters! :) But no call :(

I got 2 more letters last night!!! I had a horrible day yesterday and I was just so happy and relieved to hear from him. It got me excited to think I would get a phone call today. But I didn’t :/ It’s ok, I bet there are things that make it unable for him to call me. I just hope that when he IS able to call, it’s during a time that I can answer. I’m so sleepy right now, I think I want to take a nap..

Posted
1 year ago

Reblog this if you’re insecure about your looks.

(Source: ridingthebieberconda, via gilsaofthewild)

Notes
189392
Posted
1 year ago

SURPRISE TO ME

I GOT A PHONE CALL!!!! I Just keep getting great things from him all at once! A letter, a dream about him and a phone call!!! WHOO!!!! *knock on wood*!

5 minutes before I got off work today Jon called me!!! I practically screamed at my manager holding my phone high like a trophy, “TANYA!!! CAN I TAKE THIS?!!!” She looked at me wide eyed and said, “Is it-?” and I just knodded and she said ok. I booked it to the back of the restaurant and answered it. We talked for 3 minutes. Just apoligizing over him ont calling the other day, how much it sucks there, how we got eachothers letters, how we miss and love eachother and what I had been doing today and how I answered the phone. Then I told him I was off in 5 minutes and he offered to call back, saying he only had 20 minutes even though he technically wasn’t even supposed to be calling me :3 

So I go back to the front of the store and everyone is smiling at me. Telling me I’m cute and asking questions. Tanya asked if I was ok (I had tears in my eyes—- come on, it was the greatest surprise I could have had today of course I cried haha) and so she saw my tears and I told her how happy I was and she said I was going to make her cry because I’m so cute haha.

Oh happiness!!!

But then as I clocked out I noticed, 7 minutes had gone by… then 15… 20… half an hour… and 5 hours… No call :(

POOOP!!! Why did I have to hang up! UGHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I suck!!!!

But his call was more than I could ask for and I am more happy than upset. I’m sure he had his reason and I am just so happy he called and so glad I got to answer <3

THANK YOU FOR CALLING ME LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I HOPE YOU ENJOY MY LETTERS!!!!!

Notes
2
Posted
1 year ago

Dear Future Husband,

imaginativeobserver:

I don’t want us to be those parents who never act romantic in front of their children. I want our kids to learn how to really love somebody because we lead by example. So kiss me in the kitchen while I’m pouring cereal, cuddle with me on the couch during family movie night, and hold my hand while we grocery shop.

Let’s show them what true love looks like, so when they find it for themselves they’ll never let it go.

(via from-brazil-to-england)

Notes
61527
Posted
1 year ago
TotallyLayouts has Tumblr Themes, Twitter Backgrounds, Facebook Covers, Tumblr Music Player and Tumblr Follower Counter